It tatolly takes two month for my job searching, and I got a job fianlly. The job is really hard for me, I didn't mean the content of job, even though I have to work eleven hours per day and six day per week, it's still easier then my army life, and also we don't have so much customer everyday, so I still can hold it.
But I didn't feel so good emotionally, because I almost can't have my own time, my life is full of work even I earn some money, let's describe my life recently: I am so poor and I only have money, and it's also not so much by the way. It reminds me the army life, but now I have my own goal to achieve, I'll quit the job while I earn enough money for traveling, I just worry about how to tell my employer about it.
I don't know that the choice is right or not, including my job, traveling and even media, but I have to try it, after all, there's too much decision we have to make in our life, and most of them can't be sure it's right, so I just want to do it and leave no regrets.